Monday, November 19, 2012

Lovely Days

“如果说...
         你的爱完美得像高处一样望下的美妙风景...
          那么我就是位
                   惧高症的女孩..”
                           -S.Ling-

今天一直有很强烈的感觉很想在这里写写什么..
所以我就不抹煞自己的感觉咯...
哈哈..

19.11.2012
星期一对于每个工作者而言..
都是格外忙碌的吧..
当然我也不列外...
今天很累...也很忙...
带着心不甘情不愿的心情上班..
很努力地为自己挤上一丝笑容...
虽说得好像很惨这样...
但是其实也有快乐的时候啦..

今天在回家途中..
我看到一个眼睛看不见的妇人在轻快铁的楼梯旁站着..
我不由自主地经过了她..
然后我忽然停下脚步..
想想...她或许需要帮助...
所以我就掉头回去...
我犹豫了以下
最后还是决定踏出一步,
我问她..Hi..Do you need any help?
她就很开心地和我说不是..
原来她是在等人的,虽然我没帮得上忙...
但至少我问心无愧..
虽然她看不见,但我只想让她知道...
这个世界还有光明的存在...
属于上帝的光明^_^

15.11.2012 
这天是公共假期...
没有工作的我早就预约了好朋友外出..xpxp
满满笑声的一天!
我们相约在Pavilion..
属于我们两个的一天^_^
2.5hours lunch!! :D
我们选了Ben's吃我们的午餐...
因为听说那里的意大利面超赞的..
食物虽然有点贵...
但是这是迟来的生日大餐...
而且也是久久才一次,所以就还好啦 :D
那里的东西真的很好吃..
我其实不是说很爱意大利面,
但都觉得超赞!
ChiChi的最爱..
她也觉得好好吃...
但是因为太大份了,所以我们都吃不完>.<"

我点的 Carbonara. 好吃!
Yan 点了这个什么Cheesee.. 超级Cheesy~
开动了!
我好想吃了~~
丰富的Belated birthday lunch!^_^


我们聊了很多..
关于感情的..
家庭的...
未来的...
人啊~就是那么多难过的事情..
我们一起GAMBATE吧^_^

过后我们就到处逛逛,
我们两个竟然走到了8点...
试了几件衣服,却没有真的很喜欢...
你们觉得怎样?hehe~

#1
#2
从Pav到Fahrenhiet再去Lot10 ..
原来这就是女人的威力啊~~
累跨了~~
Chatime. not our Fav, just wanted take a rest.^_^
好久没有那样逛街了...
好久没和一个人诚实地聊聊自己内心的感触..
可以拥有一样信仰的好朋友...
可以拥有一位心地超好的好朋友...
我深深地感恩..
我们要一起加油!!!^_^
Playing with Sis's new phone. :P


16.11.2012 
上个星期团契的节目是阅读分享会....
真的获益不浅...
之后就是学荣姐姐的欢送会..
有种莫名奇妙的舍不得感呢...>.<
愿上帝祝福你的脚步~^_^
我们会想念你的!!!
我要表达的是~我们要成为世上的光啦!^_^
^_^V
喜乐团契谢谢你^_^


一个星期又这样充实且平安地过去了,
感受到上帝真的真的很爱我...
太多关心的人围绕着我...
好幸福哦~~~

Thanks For Reading!^_^

Jesus Loves You!!!

Super exciting for Christmas :D,
S.Ling

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Truly Thankful!

Thinking back everything that happened this week,
I am really thankful instead of worrying,
I'm glad that a lot of things had finally settled down,
This week was a totally busy week for me,
finding song for Sunday school's kids, thinking of bible story, retreat camp,
and preparation for best friend's birthday-ed..
and also the busyness of earning money.

 8.11.2012
Dear ChiChi's birthday celebration and a gathering with schoolmates.
It's a happy night chit-chatting and updating how's there all doing..
Seeing everyone has stepped out their foot to chase their own dreams,
make me even sadder.
I can't wait to see my dream become true, I can't wait.
But I know I have to accept a different life ,
I know I have to fight for myself,
I don't have any family support and financial support as well,
but it's ok I know I will work it out anyway,
with God's strength.
Talking back Chichi's birthday..
I'm really happy for her by seeing her has a lot of friends around  and love her..
celebrate with her etc.
of course I am the one of them..
hehe.
Dear, thank you so much for being my best friend,
you are such a sweetie pie that I've ever met, you never fail to make me smiles,
or maybe I like laughing so much? haha! :P
I will never forget our memories, and let's continue to serve our God and live for him.
May God bless you abundantly in everything you do,
guide you in every single way.. ^^
I love you. :P
2 important girls in my life.
You can't see they beauty if you don't know them. :P
Me and my pretty ChiChi. The kitty jelly cake made by Wen!!:D

Crazy secondary school mates! ALL THE BEST everyone!



 

 once again....

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY WONG CHI YAN!!!


10.11.2012 

Only You God praise and worship.

It's a great night with all 9church's qing nian ren,
and of course I am very enjoy in it,
just that I think it's better to have pinyin in the screen next time,
because like Carol, Ade and Kenneth they can't even understand Chinese words,
I felt for them haha!
Besides that, It's still a great night after all.
never feel tired to worship our almighty God!!
BUT! Got one guy is freaking damn funny omg,
he keep jumping during those fast song,
and how could he be so funny?? I can't even stop laughing!
He dance like boxing you know, is very funny..
I still laughing while typing out here!!
A bit like syok sendiri like that.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Btw, Gabriel look extremely cute that night, love him so much le,
how I wish my future son as cute as him!
really sayang him a lot! ^^
No pic for the night, laugh too much..
just took one pic before heading out.
Did you guys spot me any different? HAHA. :P

11.11.2012
YAY. It's Sunday! My happiest day.
woke up quite late today, because slept very late yesterday..
was doing the pp for song lead and bible story for kids..
I'm not that kind of last min person..
but I am those ppl want thing to be perfectly good...
even 1 words or 1 pic.
I know it's a bit over and tiring for myself, but I am just me.
my personality.
I keep praying in the morning,
staying house alone so that can keep taking to God,
tell him every little single thing,
tell him what i worry..
and God is really Awesome!
He did listened!!
This is the first time leading my church's kids..
and in charge of many things..
so I really hope that I can do my best for them..
prove to someone that we qing nian ren can do smtg,
don't afraid to give us a try!
Before heading to church, I went to buy some junk food for kids,
then taking bus to church,
road so empty, no jam..
so graceful.
HEHE! ^^
Everything ran smooth just now,
they are so focus when I am telling story..
kids are under control and they love me even more now. HEHE!
They are way just tooooo cute, can't stop myself loving them..
But I hope myself won't pamper them too much,
must be garang sometimes!! :P
After Sunday school then go for class lo as usual..
then a meeting with Philia and Carol to discuss more about the retreat camp.
we are planning for a game section at night, woohoo, hope teacher would approve..^^
Everything seems running fine..
maybe I am the one who worrying too much,
or bear to much burden for myself,
must be a liitle smart next time.. ^^
But I'm thankful that I have a chance to serve God thru kids,
I was quite unhappy because I feel that everything also done by me,
but after thinking deeply,
I'm thankful, because you all just give me a perfect chance to show my love to God,
It's my pleasure to serve him, I'm not alone,
God's with me!! :D

Hmm, about my inner feelings,
I feel quite weird, I shall pull the break and stop myself moving forward,
I am trying very hard to find tons of reasons to make myself feel that I don't deserve you.
SIGH.. Complicated arh.. >.<
shall stop my post here, It's pretty long already.

For those who completely reading this post, Thank You! 
I know you care about me.
Jesus Love You! ^_^


Gracefully,
S.Ling

Friday, November 9, 2012

态度这回事

我从来就没有说过自己累,
但是我真的很不爽,为什么你们会有这样的态度?
一个态度,让很多人都很难受...
一个态度,让我知道你的责任感有多少...

整个儿童崇拜,从领唱,圣经故事到手工 ,powerpoint..
手工的材料,零食..等都是我一个人,
一手包办!
你们有上课,要考试,那我呢?
我不用工作的吗?我很肯定我工作时间一定比你们读书还要长..
还要每天加班,而且是没有钱那一种...
还要被人骂..
但我又可以怎样?
我真的觉得很孤独啊,像是自己一个人在打仗这样..
为什么我不能有你们那种爱理不理的态度?
为什么我要那么执著把一切都做的最好?
我多么希望自己可以像像你们啊..
我们是一个团队的,但是为什么都我一个人在做?
每次流着眼泪很委屈的时候..
我都会不断和自己说,
要忍耐!
但是我真的不想再忍了。
我真的忍得好累..
撇开你只给我一个星期去筹备不说,
但是你却好像理所当然一样..
为什么....
你真的觉得我很有空是吗?
你们能不能稍微明白我处境一下,一下就好!

算了,谢谢你们听我的发泄..
让我患上忧郁症的几率稍微减少一点点...
至少没有收藏在心里...
好啦~
我要继续去努力了,
我的劳苦,上帝都懂,
这或许就是我最后的安慰!

p/s: feel weird no fellowship in a Friday. >.<

Tiring,
S.Ling. 

Friday, November 2, 2012

J for JOY!

 Music- Casting Crowns - Praise you in this storm 

 Hello All! It's Friday again!
Wondering how's you all spending every Friday night huh? 
Some of my friends spend their time at Clubbing..
they says Friday should be a party night to release the whole week stress, which I not so agreed.
Well, everyone has their life and as long as you are happy with it , I think I've no right to say anything. hehe.
Some of my friends spend their Friday night at the office and some of them with their beloved family.
That's life, everyone has a different Goal. (:

And, how's about my Friday night?
I usually spending my every Friday night with my loves one------
JOY FELLOWSHIP!
Most of my colleague know I will surely back on time in every Friday, no matter how many works are not done yet, I still put my priority in my fellowship.
I still remember one day, It's a Friday.
My team leader requested me to stay back, to help out for the "Matta fair", I know that she knew the possibility is not high, but she is just trying.
And she questioned me.."Come on, it's just a gathering, what makes you so important?"
Guess how I answered? haha!
I just smiles, and said "You don't understand, it's not just a 'Gathering' sorry I really can't help."
Of course, at the last I still managed to fight for myself lah! YAY!^_^

Joy Fellowship definitely not just a gathering nor playing night..
We are all God's children, we gather to praise our God father..
to lift our hands for the strength in our life..
to be the light of the world..
and most importantly , We live for Christ!
We share, and we care each others..
learning to be like Jesus..
to spread the good news of Christ!
That's us.
Joy Fellowship can = to Joy Family also! HAHA.
Because we are all one family in Christ,  and it's Forever!

If you ever find yourself boring in every Friday night..
We are very welcome you to join us!!
No matter who you are, you are always welcome!!!

Here are some JF's photos!
Lets pic do the talking! ^^

KLCC Phodeo Hunt

We Love our country, Malaysia!

Our Valentines Card.

A card for JF from a bro. Aww, we will always remember you!
 
A crazy sides of JF!



supper after fellowship!
Our pretty Phebe's birthday!

We are nothing, but our God's EVERYTHING!

Our Lord is an Awesome God!

Pretty hard to choose which pic to upload, because we have too much good times spending around..
How you will join us one day! ^^

Ok wait, before ending this post...
Let me shout first!! HAHA~

'I LOVE JF!'

WE LOVE BECAUSE GOD FIRST LOVE US!!

 

In Christ we trust!
S.ling.(:

Thursday, November 1, 2012

L.O.V.E

Wait for the right one(:

大家好啊,这是部落格的第二篇,选择用美丽的方块字来呈现。
(好啦,我毕竟还是一个热爱母语的女孩!):P
今天的情绪很忧闷...
所以我又打开了电脑,关上了灯....
让情绪随着敲打着键盘的一个字一个字地让自己好过一些些..
有时候...
真的觉得自己很糟糕,怎么可以让情绪牵着鼻子走的呢?
没办法...
天生一副感性的骨子在我身上环绕着...
总会想太多...
更容易让别人的情绪影响我...
我自问不是一个很懂得安慰人的女生...
但是有时你真的不得不这样做..
因为你知道她会很辛苦..
但其实我也知道,说太多也没用的..
毕竟感情这回事是需要自己走过来的...
感情啊...
真的是上帝创造的一个很大的奥秘..
是我们永远的功课...
而且也是没办法在书里找到一丝答案的...
非要你经历过不可...
方能体会...

所以呢...
亲爱的大家..
倘若你觉得你和某某一个人不会有将来的时候...
请不要让她跌倒...
请你远离她..
因为感情永远不再我们掌控之中...
我们无法预测接下来会发生什么样的事情..
感情很容易毁了一个人...
每个人都该把感情的美好..
感情的懵懂..
留给那个你认为最适合的人..
然后..
一起乘上你们的幸福摩天轮..
在爱中旋转..

最重要的..
我们不能放弃信念...
不能忘记上帝给予我们的美丽应许..
尽管有多么大的伤害..
无可否认..
爱情始终是美好的...
从前走过的路,
教会了我们如何自我提升...
如何爱一个人,
如何经营和维系一段感情...
以后的以后,
我们会更懂得爱别人...
也更懂得爱自己...

好了,原来那么晚了,真的该睡了..
还有..
谢谢那些在我最难过的时候陪着我的人..
在我最软弱时扶持着我的人..
我都走过来了...
谢谢你们的坚持~ ^_^
呵呵...
要放手了吗?:P

p/s: I'm enjoying blogging very much, hope I will be able updates more often. hehe.
Love yea!

Sweet Dreams,

S.Ling.