Mix Feelings

To love or not to love is a question I believe we will have in mind in different stages. 

What is Love? Love is what? 

Who can really define it? I guess no one except Jesus our lord. 

Have been thinking over this lately..

It's really annoying especially finals is just one week away from now. 

I really hope that God will show me his way, his will so that I may not lean on my own understanding. 

sigh.

Signing off,

S.ling 

The age of 20th, Hi.

Music: In Christ Alone

好久没在键盘上敲打着自己的心情了，很大的陌生感呢...

不过没关系...

今天这篇会很长哦... 嘻嘻

今天是20岁的第5天...
 其实从19跨越20也不过是一个数目的转变，
身理上也没什么变化。
但或许，人生就是需要那么几个时间点，
让我们为过去画上句点，
带着恩典与经历, 再次启程...
然而，在心境上却会有很大的反思...

会略有莫名的兴奋与压力感，
感觉20岁后的未来十年或许会是人生中最大的变化.. 

怎么说呢，

恋爱，结婚，生子好像大多是在这个阶段发生的... 

但我相信，

只要完全仰望，交托上帝就是最安妥的了...

因为一切都在他的手中...

在fb上说...

小时候总觉得长大是一件很遥远的事其实真的很真实.. 

小时候每天盼望都是能快点长大，

那我才可以自由地在自己的人生中作决定...

进而找到归属的幸福.. 

但是随着时间的逝去...

才知道其实童年很单纯，虽然生活并没有很美好...

可是却不用适应大人世界的复杂.. 

无论如何，

学着成长...本来就是每个人类的任务，

所以诗陵，你也不例外！ 

1/6/14 

感谢上帝让我喜乐地，充满恩典的度过这特别的一天..

20年来的生日都不曾孤单过，

因为姐姐就是和我同一天和同一年的.. 

看呐，上帝是多么怕我孤单阿.. 

早在还没出生以前就给予了我一个生日的伴..

今年很特别...

12点就收到了一个看不见却很珍贵的礼物...

这份礼物只能用心聆听才能感受的....
我真的很珍惜...
也感谢所有朋友的祝福，每个祝福都是对我很有意义的...
虽然本身不是一个很注重自己生日的人...
但每一年的生日都让我觉得自己好幸福... 
也许没太多的期望，所以才会特别感到以外的惊喜...
其实也蛮不错的嘛... ^_^ 

谢谢你们，爱我的每个人...

照片，是记忆着未来的自己...能回忆所捕抓到的心情与当时的感受。 人一生所要记得的美好事物太多了，用心感受美好的事物是很棒的感觉...会让人带着微笑看待一切!

 期待十年后的自己, 加油！


上帝所爱的孩子,
S.Ling 

New Series of Posts!

I am going to share my Taiwan trip details and photos here,
just give me some time. Hehe.
The reason why I want to share my trip is because quite a lot of friends requests for my itinerary and hotels research so if I post here then all the problem will be solved easily
BUT
most IMPORTANTLY is I can keep this unforgettable and awesome memories here!

So yea,

Stay tuned! HAHA~

Till then,
S. Ling

19th Birthday Celebration!!

Oh my.. My Birthday is on 1st of June, and now is already mid of Sep. Time flies, dint notice that I've drag for so long to post this amazingly lots of love's birthday celebration! But yea, never too late right.


I've never know that I am such a blessed girl. God loves me too much that I couldn't ask for more. I'm so contented to have so many angels around me and brighten up my life like a starry night. Frankly speaking, I am not a person that really look important in "birthday" as long as I can have a simple birthday cake will be enough already.

But..

It turns out..

To be so...

AWESOME!

Most importantly,

college's friends gave me a mini surprise too! It's really surprised me because I didn't even think of it, it's like what? We just knew each other for not even 3 months but they remember! Awesome girls!

And.. Not forget my beloved secondary school's besties!

They gave me a surprise and bought me a super duper delicious strawberry cheese cake, and sushi zanmai! But what I most appreciate is the moment spending with them non stop laughing, and non-stop taking photos. I really love them and I really pray that God will remain our friendship until the very last day of my life. And I really hope that Wen will accept The Love of Christ one day. So that 3 of us will be together even death set us apart, and we will meet in the heaven.

Last but not lease, it's my awesome church mates! Even that just a small celebration but its already more than enough, because the heart always important than everything else! I really thank God that we  got a chance to know each other, serving God together, sharing together and so. It's truly a blessing!! 

 

Lastly, let the pictures do the talking! 

The cake taste heavenly! 

College mates! My beautiful girls.

And my beloved sis, thank you for sharing the same birthday with me for the past 19years and for ever.   

Though we fights sometimes, but I still love you a lot! 

Loves,

S.Ling 

Carry On

Woo Hooo~~ I've done 3 assignments! Praise the Lord!!
Although still a lot to go.. but I am happy already, just keep working on it!
Thank you to those who helped me in this also, my coursemates are all so awesome!
Thank you Lord for providing. :D

okay, off to study now.
Mid-term test begin next week. Monday is Child development, the most tough one omg!
Anyhow, I will do all my best!

p/s. hopefully Monday is a holiday, so we can have more time to study! hehehe
p/s/s. PRAY FOR MALAYSIA! election tmr, pray that we can have a clean and better future!!


Take care,
See Ling

3rd weeks of College

Overwhelmed by assignments.. ):

ahhhhh..

I'm STRESSS , and I really, really mean that!
God pls give me strenght to overcome all these.

Thank you Lord.


Loves,
S.Ling

A quick updates.

Music-What love is this by Kari Jobe

I'm terrible sorry for abandoning here for a while , I meant.. I totally forgot that I actually owning a blogger account. HAHA.. ><

Well, Life is getting busier, left my full time office job, and turned to a full time college student and still a part time office lady currently .. hehe.. It's sounds interesting? Noooooo, it's not an easy task to being such a position, I actually stressed out, can't even have a good night rest everyday, I woke up very often in the midnight, rolling on the bed, thousand things flashing in my mind, I know it's stupid but I still need some time to overcome it.. mentally and physically..

Monday and Tuesday was Orientation, it's nothing much actually, just some briefing and clubs introduction..

but I have to say, I'm liking my life in MCKL already.. I know am going to enjoy my 2 & half years here to the fullest, cause it only happen once in life. there's no such thing as turning back time, so just cherish every moment is what I can do by now.. aza aza SeeLing! 

Started classes for 2 days already, not bad though, just that it's all in English , so that I still need to put more efforts in..

English is really important nowadays, am really regretted that I din't started it earlier, then I might could be understand more easily when in the college now. sigh. nothing help by now, just have to hardworking now..

Yesterday was Good Friday, it's a day to remembering how Jesus dead for me 2000 years ago. I can't help but feeling down the whole day, I am such a sinful human, but Jesus dead for me, He dead for me, He actually dead for me, for no reason.. I've no others words to describe how thankful I am to being his children, its truly a blessing, truly.

My hope is built on nothing less,

than Jesus' blood and righteousness.

I dare not trust the sweetest frame,

but wholly trust in Jesus' name.

Thank you Lord, for everything that I've been through, no matter its good or bad, it makes me stronger and wiser, to makes me become a better person, to glorify Your Name Jesus, I promise I will do my very best in serving you, in archiving the mission you have in me. 

till then, I have to continue working hard on my studies now, no more slacking around, since no one in the house right now, so that I can pay my full attention focus on revising, hehe.. study mood on! 

Last but not least, here are some pic for my recently life..

Movie alone 

Star shape choc from a colleague.


Book from my baby girl ChiYan. start reading it.


Meaningful college song.


little breaks while waiting for sis. xp

Farewell for 2013 men xun sheng.

My cute lil pie.

relaxation Saturday.

Hope you all enjoy.. Bye Bye~~


Hugs & Loves,
S.Ling ❤